Grace: Well, IVE never dutch ovened YOU!
Autumn: /YOU/ dont need to!
Im losing my mind. I just want to burst into tears. My depression and stress is getting the better of me and i feel like im starting to lose it. By wednesday ill be okay, but today….today i cant. Today i hate everyone and everything and i hate myself and my job most of all
I need to be high.
I had a dream about you last night. For some reason, I had a huge, enormous house. We played tag in it, hide and seek. We were happy. You cared about me like I thought you did. I felt safe with you, happy. Warm. I felt like I belonged, and genuinely happy.
You know, until I woke up.
Then I realized exactly how much of an idiot I was for even thinking about you whatsoever. I thought we’d be in each other’s lives for a long time. I thought I had someone I could confide in, even if we were just the awkward pair who laughed at private jokes, and understood each other when no one else would.
I guess I was silly for even thinking that it was possible.
Part of me misses you terribly. I miss laughing with you, and sharing secrets, and feeling safe. But you arent that person, you never were. I miss my imaginary friend. But I feel like those emotions were stirred up because of the dream, and it’ll pass soon.
And then I remind myself that you suck.
And that I have an awesome rack.
And that I’m awesome.
When a character death is so sudden you just sit there in shock for three minutes wondering where the hell that came from